You

Why is it that you only ever ask me to go with you to do your work, I don't want to tag along, I like spending time with you but not like that, I don't want to always waste my time doing your stuff with you. I may as well not see you, if my soul is worn every time that happens.. But is this selfish of me? Yes. Definitely. But I can't help it. All that you request is of so little significance to me. So if you ask, I'll say no, I don't want to go.. Because I don't like dark crowdy places with lots of people..

I don't know

Why I hesitated and went the other way to avoid you. Sorry.

Maybe you don't remember

But back then, at that moment, there was an ache in me when I heard her name. What will you think if I told you now how I felt then? It's frustrates me though, to know that the feelings are alleviating. Maybe it's because I always like to get what I don't have, which in turn causes me to neglect what I already have. I wish this nature of mine would disappear.

I don't remember

asking for this.

the last thing that mattered to my soul.

the day the world ended.

when I first saw you.

why I'm how I am.

the things that made me happy.

the last time I was sad.

Imagination.

I stand,

and gaze,

beyond the realm of vision.

I take,

a step,

a pace,

roaming this prevalent white land.